L8er
Fix it
18
Feb
Well i have not posted in a long time. I don't know why, just been busy. Well I played the bass for the Jr. High group band last night. I could say that i did suck. I need 2 practice more. I think it will get better over time. I still enjoy playing the sax, it is allot of fun. I am at work right now. I have been working on some projects but nothing really exciting. Abby is still doing good. I need 2 take her 2 the vet and have her ears checked again... I don't know what is goin on with her. The snow is mealting and i am getting ready to get back on my bike and do some riding. Well my co-worker is here at my desk and wants to get some coding done. So i have 2 go now.
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Lessons in Life
13
Jan
Well things 1/2 been going well. I am enjoying the book i am currently reading called The Potential Principle. It is very good. Also the Jr. High pastor at the church i attend gave me another book called messy spirituality. This is a good book also. I am not far in2 it but what i 1/2 read is good.
My dog still teaches me things. Like 2night i was sitting @ the computer reading about the latest news with SCO :crazy: And my dog was whining like she does all the time. Well anyway i was asking her what she wanted. I thought maybe she wanted 2 go outside. So i asked "Do u want 2 go outside?" Well she did not leave the room and head 2wards the door, so i asked "What do u want?" Well she ran off and came back with her toy that we use 2 play keep away/hide and seek. With that i knew, oh she wants 2 play. So being the good person that i am i got out of my chair and went and played keep away 4 about 1/2 an hour. Not a long time, but in my humble home u run out of places 2 hide really quick and when she finds u she knows where 2 look the next time. In saying all that i want 2 pass on2 the reader on how good it was doing what God wants us 2 do. Give of ourselves 2 others. Even tho it's my dog, it is my belief that this is just preparation 4 something greater. Giving the time that i am here 2 other activites that r not what "I" want 2 do. I also felt better while i was playing. The thoughts did run across my mind of all the things that i want 2 do that i am not getting done. But then it was, "Well dude u r making the time that Abby is here more enjoyable, so do it now so u don't look back and regret wasting it on what "U" wanted 2 do. So if u 1/2 made it this far and r still reading i want u 2 think about something. What r u doing right now, who could u spend time with while they r here. R there things that u feel that u should be doing with others and r not? Another thing about me. When i was growing up my real parents and i did not do much 2gether. Well we did work around the house, and the church, but that was about it. A strong relationship did not develop. I do love my birth mom, and the husband that she has now is lightyears better than the one she had when i grew up. It is a joy 2 me knowing that she has him in her life. I think he is so cool. I don't know him that well, but if he can put up with my birth mom then he has to be someone special. The only reason that i don't know him that well is because my mom married him when i was 16 or 17 and life in the real world had started 4 me, well not totaly God placed in my life 2 people that i now consider mom and dad. What they 1/2 taught me in the few (comparied 2 my age) years that i 1/2 known them is more than i learned in the time before. But i will tell that story some other time. Now back 2 relationships. My new parents took time 2 build a relationship with me. Not that it's hard if u ever spend time with me i can talk up a storm, and most of the time i will tell u anything and everything that u want 2 know about me. It's funny i will do that with other people, but i hesitate sometimes in telling mom and dad things. I think it is something in the back of my mind that keeps my mouth shut so that i don't loose there trust and respect. Not that i need 2 worry about it. They know about some really bad things that i 1/2 done, yet they still show love 4 me and they 1/2 not moved or changed the locks 2 the house. All tho i did notice that the one hidden is now gone. :D Well anyway, i know that they will be called home before me... well my dad did say with the things that i do i might go before him.. HEEHEE! and it's in that time that they r not here that will be hard. I like going over 2 there house and sitting in the kitchen while mom does things... sometimes she cooks, sometimes she is doing something else that i think if i ask then she will want 2 teach me all about it which means that i will 1/2 2 learn something and not ramble on about my life. And is she really listening 2 me? Oh well it fells good 2 talk 2 someone that is not looking at me with there tongue haning out of there mouth and a toy next 2 there paws :p Okay i am done rambling on let's get back 2 what i was saying earlier. Build relationships, give your time 2 others. Dude life is like a fart. It's short and some x's it stinks.... and some x's it just right out horrible. You think how could God let something like this happen 2 me? and some x's it's OH MY LORD MY EYES ARE WATERING, THIS IS NOT RIGHT!!!" But if u 1/2 relationships with a strong foundation then more x's than not u r going 2 1/2 someone there 2 be with u. They help remind u that God still loves u... even tho there love 4 u is being tested @ the moment. And if u 1/2 kids take the time 2 build it while they r young. When they get older they will remember that time, and 1/2 something 2 come home 2. And they will want 2 come home out of the joy that they 1/2 while they r there. If you don't, they leave home and only visit once in a blue moon. And they r in a rush 2 get back 2 there home. And if u r one of those kids that 1/2 grown up, and u don't like 2 go home 2 visit your parents because of your own reasons, but what i wrote sounds familiar then maybe u need to ask God 4 the strength 2 forgive them, and make a step @ changing things. U might wake up 1 day and realize that u yourself are giving the same way that u'r parents gave when u were a kid. Break the cycle now.
Okay i am done
L8er
My dog still teaches me things. Like 2night i was sitting @ the computer reading about the latest news with SCO :crazy: And my dog was whining like she does all the time. Well anyway i was asking her what she wanted. I thought maybe she wanted 2 go outside. So i asked "Do u want 2 go outside?" Well she did not leave the room and head 2wards the door, so i asked "What do u want?" Well she ran off and came back with her toy that we use 2 play keep away/hide and seek. With that i knew, oh she wants 2 play. So being the good person that i am i got out of my chair and went and played keep away 4 about 1/2 an hour. Not a long time, but in my humble home u run out of places 2 hide really quick and when she finds u she knows where 2 look the next time. In saying all that i want 2 pass on2 the reader on how good it was doing what God wants us 2 do. Give of ourselves 2 others. Even tho it's my dog, it is my belief that this is just preparation 4 something greater. Giving the time that i am here 2 other activites that r not what "I" want 2 do. I also felt better while i was playing. The thoughts did run across my mind of all the things that i want 2 do that i am not getting done. But then it was, "Well dude u r making the time that Abby is here more enjoyable, so do it now so u don't look back and regret wasting it on what "U" wanted 2 do. So if u 1/2 made it this far and r still reading i want u 2 think about something. What r u doing right now, who could u spend time with while they r here. R there things that u feel that u should be doing with others and r not? Another thing about me. When i was growing up my real parents and i did not do much 2gether. Well we did work around the house, and the church, but that was about it. A strong relationship did not develop. I do love my birth mom, and the husband that she has now is lightyears better than the one she had when i grew up. It is a joy 2 me knowing that she has him in her life. I think he is so cool. I don't know him that well, but if he can put up with my birth mom then he has to be someone special. The only reason that i don't know him that well is because my mom married him when i was 16 or 17 and life in the real world had started 4 me, well not totaly God placed in my life 2 people that i now consider mom and dad. What they 1/2 taught me in the few (comparied 2 my age) years that i 1/2 known them is more than i learned in the time before. But i will tell that story some other time. Now back 2 relationships. My new parents took time 2 build a relationship with me. Not that it's hard if u ever spend time with me i can talk up a storm, and most of the time i will tell u anything and everything that u want 2 know about me. It's funny i will do that with other people, but i hesitate sometimes in telling mom and dad things. I think it is something in the back of my mind that keeps my mouth shut so that i don't loose there trust and respect. Not that i need 2 worry about it. They know about some really bad things that i 1/2 done, yet they still show love 4 me and they 1/2 not moved or changed the locks 2 the house. All tho i did notice that the one hidden is now gone. :D Well anyway, i know that they will be called home before me... well my dad did say with the things that i do i might go before him.. HEEHEE! and it's in that time that they r not here that will be hard. I like going over 2 there house and sitting in the kitchen while mom does things... sometimes she cooks, sometimes she is doing something else that i think if i ask then she will want 2 teach me all about it which means that i will 1/2 2 learn something and not ramble on about my life. And is she really listening 2 me? Oh well it fells good 2 talk 2 someone that is not looking at me with there tongue haning out of there mouth and a toy next 2 there paws :p Okay i am done rambling on let's get back 2 what i was saying earlier. Build relationships, give your time 2 others. Dude life is like a fart. It's short and some x's it stinks.... and some x's it just right out horrible. You think how could God let something like this happen 2 me? and some x's it's OH MY LORD MY EYES ARE WATERING, THIS IS NOT RIGHT!!!" But if u 1/2 relationships with a strong foundation then more x's than not u r going 2 1/2 someone there 2 be with u. They help remind u that God still loves u... even tho there love 4 u is being tested @ the moment. And if u 1/2 kids take the time 2 build it while they r young. When they get older they will remember that time, and 1/2 something 2 come home 2. And they will want 2 come home out of the joy that they 1/2 while they r there. If you don't, they leave home and only visit once in a blue moon. And they r in a rush 2 get back 2 there home. And if u r one of those kids that 1/2 grown up, and u don't like 2 go home 2 visit your parents because of your own reasons, but what i wrote sounds familiar then maybe u need to ask God 4 the strength 2 forgive them, and make a step @ changing things. U might wake up 1 day and realize that u yourself are giving the same way that u'r parents gave when u were a kid. Break the cycle now.
Okay i am done
L8er
Just after Christmas
27
Dec
Well it's not 2 long after christmas. I got really cool gifts this year. I also gave a few cool things. Some new movies for the library. My dad also got me a new dvd holder. It holds other things, but it most likely will be holding dvds. Got some new items for my kitchen set. That is really cool. Finished reading Timeline. Allot better than the movie. The movie had maybe a dozen or less things similar 2 the book. I am still reading "The Book Of Five Rings" by Miyamoto Musashi. I don't know when i will finish it. My dog Abby is still the baby of the house. She whines allot. Not only does she want 2 be in the house with u but if try 2 take a shower and close the door, she will sit outside of it and whine like noone cares about her. Very sad :( Oh well. I am going 2 go see school of rock 2night. I have heard from allot of friends that it is good. I 1/2 2 return some of the gifts that i got for christmas. They r broken. That really sucks. My brother got his gift last night. A game he wanted for his mac. I think macs or just overpriced paper weights. But who am i? Well i want 2 go find something 2 eat. I am hungry and have not had any food 2day.
Later.
Later.
Test BloGTK
05
Dec
I found what Category i need to put my message in. I think i will hack the code to BloGTK and just get the thing 2 work. That is the beauty of Open Source Software. You find and itch, you have the Freedom to scratch it. Maybe this will give me something more 2 do this weekend.